DAY ONE-- My name is Kylie Graves. I have decided to start this 30 day love yourself challenge because I'm tired of not being completely happy with who I am. I have been in and out of relationships over the years and have realized lately that I have never really been single. I also realized that with that comes an inability to completely know who I am as an individual. I want to be happy with who I am and where I am in my life before I attempt to welcome in my prince charming. When I first moved here I forced myself to do things by myself so I wasn't so afraid to be alone. I did learn to not only deal with my own company, but to love it and even go so far as to crave it at times. I like my personal space now, I like to spend quality time with myself but I still find myself hitting a certain point where I miss having someone around. I get extremely lonely, so I settle, and end up fighting and hurting myself for something that I knew from the beginning would never work.
I'm done with it. If I cant love myself how can I ever expect someone else to? So here I am! Ready to discover and love myself for who I am. Pros, Cons, Strengths, weaknesses. I've always offered a take it or leave it attitude to the public, but inside long to be loved deeply. Just once I want someone to be afraid to lose me. I want someone to love me like Carl loves Ellie. And now I'm ready to help it along. :)
I look forward to the next 30 days. To getting inside my own head and letting out my insecurities and weaknesses. Everything that I have kept to myself, and even from myself for so long. Should be an interesting journey, I'm excited and ready.
xox
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